am i the one you used to think at night
or am i just a weak mind?
i miss your dog and i miss your family
you certainly didn’t make it gently
it’s hard to move on
when you’re always alone
but it’s easier when you realize
i was only a disguise
to your loneliness and your mind
but i don’t get why you were always kind
why did you never post our pictures?
i know i couldn’t handle the liquor
do you know i did my best?
i don’t know, you made your mind very fast
at least i lost some weight
and finally wanted to move to another state
maybe that was my fate
i know your happy and i’m glad
but it couldn’t be with me instead?